NS – impending.

One more week to the brother’s enlistment and we are all sitting on egg shells.

The father unit is constantly talking about NS. What other people told him and his own experience.

The mother unit is trying to act nonchalant/indifferent (as always).

The sister unit. Hmm. I think she still have a huge question mark on her head. And she’s a little jealous that the mother unit might abandon her graduation ceremony to stay home and wait for the brother to book out.

Me? If you have met me in the past week, you will know that in a way or another. Somehow, I will bring up the topic. Yes, I’m worried.

The brother unit? Think he is ‘upset’ as well. Just today, when the internet was down for awhile, he text me and said, “you can download all you want when i am in the jungle.” He thought I was hoarding all the bandwidth and was being sarcastic -.-

Don’t worry, dear brother! I will let you have all the bandwidth you want. All the food you want! (this week’s exclusive offer!)

Sigh sigh. 8th November is coming way too fast. Will there be a change in family dynamics? Do I have to step up as the middle child again (more so than always)? NOOOOO!

Anyways, wu ah yong, JIAYOU!

Fun and Sensibility.

Okay, I haven’t logged in for such a long time that I forgot my password. Then I forgot the email address this account is tied to. Then I forgot the password tied to that email address. Major panic mode. But, all is well. I’m here! 😀

Nothing’s change. Still as sotong as ever.

ANYWAYS!

Fun and sensibility. It seems like the last time they coincided in my life was back in secondary school. I had fun and was sensible.

Then came that period. I had ‘fun’. The word is in inverted commas because on paper and probably in other people’s eyes, it’s fun. Booze and parties. Late nights out.  I lost my sensibility back then.

If I were to tell you what I did, you might be shock. Cause really. I lost my common sense. My sensibility. I just let go.

Some pretty icky things happened and…the stars were aligned, the wind was right and the whole shingle-jangle. I fell into that dark mood. Emo MAX! I am not talking about ranting. I was downright depressed.

Took about a year and a little bit more before I got to where I am now. The me now…Well..Loads of sensibility. Fun? Not so much. I’m a goody shoes. A girl-next-door. Boring.

I think I am more comfortable this way. I don’t have to think so much or evaluate so much. I’m in control.

But recently, I am getting a little bored of being sensible. Getting a little bored of..well, bored.

I’ve been considering of going back to the ‘fun’ times. Telling myself that maybe this time, I will fare better (FAT HOPE!). Been dipping my toes in.

But…honestly?

I don’t know.

This is going nowhere.

I am still (because I know it will change) happy with my life (: Just recording some thoughts down.

Now now. Don’t go over analysing.

I SURVIVED THE WEEK!!!!!

I am quite impressed with myself. I actually survived work.

2 days of continuous high fever. 2 days of non-stop shivering. Through all that, I was working!

I even went for my dept’s healthy thursday! FWAH!

*claps self on the back*

I know it’s no big deal in the big picture but…it’s the first time I’ve put myself in that situation. Usually, once i have a fever, i will chicken out and hide at home to sleep.

MUAHAHAHAH!

While I would really like to have a quiet weekend, I cant. My new furniture are coming so I have to start packing the room. BEH!

Ah well. FIGHTING FIGHTING!

(Oh. I realised I catch cold quite easily these days!:()