whenever i remember that i am turning 25 this year, this weird feeling will pop up and sometimes, i will gasped out loud. usually, i will just cover up the gasp but going, “OMG! I am getting old!”
i can’t describe the feeling but it’s something like the feeling you have when you are about to take off. like your heart has skipped a beat. but not exactly like that.
so i was thinking about it tonight after the feeling crept in again while talking to the usual suspects. i finally understand why this feeling is here.
I never thought I will live this long. That I will live to this age.
THERE! I’ve said it. I’m not going to elaborate because it’s a tangle of messy, depressing thoughts.
I’m turning 25 in 7 months. F this.