on turning 25.

whenever i remember that i am turning 25 this year, this weird feeling will pop up and sometimes, i will gasped out loud. usually, i will just cover up the gasp but going, “OMG! I am getting old!”

i can’t describe the feeling but it’s something like the feeling you have when you are about to take off. like your heart has skipped a beat. but not exactly like that.

so i was thinking about it tonight after the feeling crept in again while talking to the usual suspects. i finally understand why this feeling is here.

I never thought I will live this long. That I will live to this age.

THERE! I’ve said it. I’m not going to elaborate because it’s a tangle of messy, depressing thoughts.
But yeah.

I’m turning 25 in 7 months. F this.

 

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